Want to see you

I really need to see you

Just to know that you are real

Time is passing so slowly 

You are all I need to heal

Memories return

Sleep comes and sleep goes
All my thoughts are of yours
Tossing and turning
Thinking and smiling
Then thinking some more
You are what I dream of
Nightmares all gone
Bruised and battered
Memories keep washing ashore
Still drawing breath
As beautiful as before
I'm slowly picking up pieces
Of my shattered soul
Yet knowing soon I will
Once again become whole

No one outside

A window, open curtains, empty room, obligations, chores, 

boring conversations, 

more chores, 

telephones ring, 

doors open, doors close, 

time passes, 

my mind has wandered of

Searching for my heart

Who rests by your side

The sun is up but there is no light

No glances to share

Nothing to smile for  

The benchs unoccupied

Everyone's here

But I don't care

Miss you so much

I look outside

There's no one there

My heart is yours

My minds a mess

There's no way one can love you anymore 

Or think of you any less

On the edge

For the first time in months I am able to breath.
Still on the edge, still a bit scared
Was it a dream, will it all fade?
Two hours of sleep yet wide awake
Darkness crawls slowly back to it's den
Yet will I ever be my former self again?

A bright new day

Good morning :)

Happy

Just happy, that's all...

Sleepyhead

Sleepless nights are asking for their toll

Mind heavy, heart lightened, silence broken

A nameless call my soul makes

Maybe it's better that it wasn't answered

Still a little piece of courage is left then

Good to know isn't it my love 

My arms still shiver from excitement

Somewhere deep inside a white dragon roars...